black hole inside

Something is missing somewhere... I hate to admit this. But I got no satisfactory explaination for the whole thing. Could you miss something that you don't ever acknowledge its existence? Or, the fact that you are missing it proved that it actually real?

I am left with question marks all around...

What is it? I do not know for sure. And, that's bad. When you got no diagnosis, you can't initiate definitive treatment. Yes, symptomatic relief may be heplful. But, at the same time it could potentially be as dangerous by accelerating the whole event. Arghh!

My time is running out~